Randomly Thinking

I miss my 2 nieces so much. My sister and I got into a huge mess right before Thanksgiving and had not spoken to each other since. I have not been to her house either but the really bad part is I miss my nieces so much. One is 13 and the other will be 2 on Dec 27. She is so funny, I talked to her on the phone and she said she love me. The problem is my sister have a hard time forgiving ppl. No matter what the problem is she just wont' let shit go. The bad part was it was her and my nephew fault. I want to call her but she would just start another argument. I really wish she wouldn't be that way, sometimes I think she has a mental problem cause she march to the beat of a different drum only when it comes to her temper. What should I do?

I hate take home test. They suck so much. My teacher told me the saddest strory about this 13 year old who was charging a dollar for blow jobs. That almost brought tears to my eyes. Once child protective services was involved, they figured she got it from her mother. I could never imagine steering my baby in that direction. People don't need to have kids that they don't want. This girl just asked me to borrow a pen and her breath just curled my eyelashes. I think I feel dizzy. Anyway I have a summary I have to finish on Patient Consent. I think I am gonna write about Rush Limbaugh and that medication case he went thru.

Well I got to go I will blog you tomorrow. Hopefully I will have something to talk about.

To Kind

Last night I got to work in a very good mood. I was singing Christmas songs and everything, then all of a sudden I see the Green Mile. So I decided to be nice to her, I notice she was wearing a hat so I said Hey what's up with the hat. She turned around and said Bitch fuck you and don't fucking worry about my hat. Then she went on to say You get on my fucking nerves always talking about somebody. *Insert blank stare* So I said OK This bitch needs a time out. I walked away. She kept going, on and on and on. So I politly said Lookahere you can chill with all that talk if you ain't gonna get off your big retarded ass and do something You need to shut the fuck up and finish your work so you can get up out of my booth. She got mad and called the supervisor, he pulled both of us to the side and asked what happedned and she told him everything and guess what. She got wrote up for cursing and being rude and making a scene in front of the customers. That just goes to prove you dont' have to get all out of pocket to get ur point across. Or to the bottom of a situation.

I am getting so tired of ppl taking my kindness for weakness. I am happy to announce the fat roll is covered!!! *everyone stands and applause* I never thought the day will come when I wouldn't have to look at that damn roll. I don't know what exactly it took for it to happen but Thank God it is covered. I have a test to review for so I gotta go.

Getting to Know Me (UNCUT)

I have decided to answer questions about me so you all can get a better understanding so here we go.

Ladynay...

What's ur career choice?

I want to be a medical office administrator which consist of a whole lot of office work along with medical billing and coding. After I get experience in the field I want to be a teacher and teach it.

Have you been married?

No, but I would love to.

Was your child planned?

No, not at the age of 15

Do you belong to a particular faith system?

Yes, I am a christian. I believe in God and I know where my blessings come from.

What side of the bed do you sleep on?

In the middle, I wonder what does that say about me? I don't know why I do it.

Left or Right handed?

Right hand. A fact you probably didn't know was to be left handed is a handicap. It is a right handed world.

Ultimate favorite meal?

Fried chicken, red beans and rice, corn bread, and macaroni and cheese

Can you cook?

I sure can. Haven't killed anyone yet

How much longer in school do you have?

Until March and I graduate in May

Will you ever post pictures on your blog?

I don't know maybe on my blogerversary

How fast does grass grow?

Never took the time to see or even cared.

Do you smoke grass?

No, not my style

Do people still call it grass?

No, you will hear refer before you hear grass lol

Favorit kind of music?

All kinds especially gospel that is my first love everything else is secondary

Own an ipod?

No, but now I own a MP3 player.

Thoughts on reincarnation?

No, but I think it funny when ppl think they were someone else in a former life

Going for a masters?

I don't know I think I am gonna get my career started first and get on my feet then I will go back. Cause I want to be a teacher.

Doctorate?

may be somewhere in the future

Do you know how to relax?

No, but I am learning

Do you drink?

Sometimes only when I go out and I try not to overdue it unless I am with someone I can really trust

Hot bath or Hot shower?

Hot shower any day they are so relaxing, plus my shower has a massager.

Deepnthought...

What will you do for love?

It depends on how long I've been in love and how drastic is it that he wanted me to do

Do you want to have more children?

Yes, only if I get married. I will be willing to do it for a husband and not a baby daddy

What do you want your legacy to be?

I want to be remembered as a person who never met a stranger. A kind, giving, and intelligent person. Someone who had a good sense of humor.

Freaky...

What won't you blog about?

I don't know I am a pretty bold person so it's not much that I won't talk about.

What do you want for Christmas?

A computer, dinning room set, money and WORLD PEACE. ( I use to want to be a beauty pagent contestant)

Anything off limits sexually?

You will not shit or piss on me and I will not shit and piss on you. sorry

You could kill three ppl without fear of arrest jail or any type of retaliation Who do you kill and why?

I have never dreamnt of killing anyone. I don't hate anyone enough to want them dead.

Who would win between Baby New Year and Cupid?

Cupid cause love conqueres all. Yes I know that is cheesy.

What are three qualities you can't stand in females?

1. lack of self esteem and confidence
2. bad attitudes
3. and just plain ol stupid or dumb

mistress...

Do you like animals and do you have any?

yes I love animals but no I don't have any. I am actually scared of most

Ladynay Again lol...

Have you ever met any of the other Michigan bloggers?

Yes, I only met one and that is The Freaky Man himself Mr. Freaky Deaky, he was the one turned me on to Blogger.

Shereejoi...

When is your birthday?

I was born May 26 I am a Gemini and I love don't believe the hype about Gemini's cause we get misrepresented.

What is your favorite position?

It has to be sitting a guy in a armless chair and riding him with my back facing him. guys love that position. not to mention that way I get to hit my own G-spot.

Would you give it up on the 1st date?

I wouldn't want to, we would really have to be totally in to each other for me to do that and lately the dates I have been having never. but never say never

Are you the jealous type in the relationship?

No, I am gonna trust you until you give me a reason not to. Then if I can't trust you then I have to go cause I can't put myself thru that especially now since I am older.

Thank you for all of your question if you have more please feel free to submit more if you want to know more. I had fun answering these questions. Thanx and Blog you later. I am interested in hearing ur feedback.

Date From Hell

I got to start off with a question: Why don't I ever listen to my inner me? After I got my hair done I should have took my happy ass home and watch T.V. But no not me I had to out with this guy who I thought was a nice dude. Even though we talked on the phone for about two months it would have never prepared me for what I was getting myself into.

First of all I pick him up at his house at 7 pm, it's dark out. He can't drive cause Michigan has this new thing called driver's responsibility fee, that is for people with outstanding tickets and etc... Needless to say he owes a shitload of money so his liscense are gone. He comes out of the house first thing I notice is his sunglasses (insert blank stare) For Why? For the life of me I could not figure that out so I let it go. He gets in we speak and he gives me a half hug, ok that's cool. As we are driving I am listening to Meatloaf (the singer) so he shouts out MEATLOAF really loud out of the clear blue like he got tourettes, scares the shit out me. He was so proud that he got that right, so we start to talk and he begans to brag about all the stuff that he bought which was basically the whole out fit down to the Jordans he was sporting and those damn sunglasses. We gets to the movies and walk in all of a sudden I started to see something sparking out of the corner of my eye I look over it is his damn belt buckle. It was the biggest and shinniest thing I had ever seen. He saw me look at it and then he started to smile and say look it spins to. I thought I was gonna pass out. Then I notice he is walking funny so I ask him what's the matter he says "I know I wear a size 12 in shoes but I swear these feel like an 10". So I look down at the shoes and say DAMN maybe you should loosen up the shoe strings some. Those damn shoe strings were so tight it looked as if a person got on each side of him and had a damn tug of war with his strings then he tied them. He said Naw they alright it's just that my feet hurt. *Insert blank stare* Whatever we sit for the movie, he puts his arm around me, No he did not start to complain about his eyes are hurting so I suggested he remove his sunglasses then he says hell naw I look sweet in these. Well fuck it damn it stop complaining. Then I began to smell something. Oh HELL NAW this mutha fucker smell like mildew or dirty mop water take ur pick. Now I am really irritated so I have a major attitude. My only relief was another guy sat next to me who smell so good and he was my savior. After the movie he wanted to go bowling I snapped at him and said why so you can take ur tight shoes off, hell no I am taking you home cause I have to pick up my mother. OH I forgot to mention thru out the whole date he had been coughing like he had a terrible plague. When he got out of the car he tried to kiss me. Pump ur breaks please. I told him no I had a cold and he exited the car.

He was so irritating to me. I have a question do I have a right to be mad about that experience?
Give me ur imput please.

Finally

I am so glad I am getting my hair done right now. I can't wait until she is done. I have a full day ahead of me. I wanted to take my MP3 player over my friend Red's house but if I can't use my mom car then I am S.O.L. I want him to download music on it for me so I can stop carrying around this skipping ass cd player. I can give it to my daughter. Then I have a date today with this guy I met about a month ago, we suppose to go and play pool. He is real cool but I am gonna have to keep my guard up cause he act like he care a little to much. He is always concerned about my day and what I do and everything. It is almost like a dream come true. I hope we can hit it off. He has a good sense of humor which is always a plus and he is respectful to me. He has no kids and he works at a factoryl. Last night I got a chance to meet Rick Ross he is so nice he sat there and kicked it with me and my girl. My silly ass was to scared to ask for a pic so I kinda feel I missed out. I almost fainted when I seen T.I. OH MY GOD that man is so fine. I tried to speak but the words got caught in my throat, all I could do was sit and wave like I was an idiot. I hope all of you had a good Thanksgiving. Mine was ok but my sister and I got into it really bad so I did not go over her house. I stayed home by myself. My daughter was with her dad and his girl so I did not intrude. I wanted to go shopping but I was not in the mood. So I turned all the lights off and laid down. My neighbor knocked on the door and gave me a plate I ate and went back to sleep then my mom came over and she pressed my hair and I took a bath and got ready for work. Well that was my Thanksgiving. Gotta go time to wash the conditioner out of my hair blog you Monday. Peace!!!

Boring

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20 Questions

1. Why do people with bad breath always get in your face and want to say things that start with sh.. or h..
2. Why have I had a crush on the lead supervisor at my job for 5 years?
3. Why have I started watching porn again?
4. Why haven't I talked to my brother in 2months?
5. Why did Jim Jones get jumped by Lil Cease and his crew and Cam fled?
6. Why do this girl in my class type so hard that my finger tips hurt?
7. Why am I the only person in my building that works?
8. Why if this bitch sitting next to me get smart with me one more time when I am only trying to help her out I'm gonna slap the fuck out of her and make her glasses fall off?
9. Why am I in love with Dwayne Johnson bka The Rock?
10. Why is it I find my co-worker attractive and it's a female? (scary) that is a whole nother blog 11. Why am I having a hard time making it to church on Sunday?
12. Why do my baby dady irritate the hell out of me?
13. Why do he think I am his counselor for him and his girlfriend?
14. Why is my class mate about to bleed from her lip if she ask me can we trade seats again?
15. Why did we get a review for a test we have to take tomorrow?
16. Why did this 19 year old boy at my job just get a jheri curl?
17. Why did this lady cut my mom off and called my mom a bitch?
18. Why is this married white man keep calling me asking me can we hook up?
19. Why do I get the blues around the holiday?
20. Last but not least Why in the FUCK is this damn fat roll still fucking looking at me?

Oh by the way I am still accepting questions for my upcoming post Getting to Know Me (uncut)

Sleepless Nights

My job is tripping major. I work midnights and it is so slow that sometimes I don't even get customers. Most of the time I do my homework or I talk on the phone, but sometimes that don't even help to stay awake. We had a meeting Friday and my supervisor said they had pictures of people sleep at their work locations. That is so embarrassing, I said to myself if I doze off and some asshole is in my face taking some damn pic of me sleep I am gonna beat the shit out of him with that damn camera and break it over his damn head. Everyone was paranoid cause we all snooze at some point or another. They finally told me who it was, thank God it was not me. I was so stressed out about that dumb shit. Now we have a buddy system where we watch out for each other if they are gonna sleep. I am so happy no school Thursday or Friday.

School is so boring today I just finished my work and now it ain't nothing to do. I thought about going ahead and doing some other assignments but decided against it. I am gonna hold off on that getting to know me post for a few days just to make sure everyone got their questions in. Baby Girl went to her dad's girl friend house for a sleep over, cause her daughters b-day. She did not even want to go. So I told her she didn't have to, but then her daddy bribed her with money and she went. Sell out!!! She told me it was ok but the girl kept trying to act funny cause her cousins were there. I told her as long as none of them put their hands on her she didn't have a problem. Needless to say I don't like my ex's girl friend. Thank God it was no problem cause I would hate to act a fool over there.

My supervisor he is so nice he's gonna give me a MP3 player today I can't wait. I'm gonna get my friend Red to down load some stuff for me. I guess I gotta give him a Christmas gift. Any way keep the questions rolling in and Blog you later.

Getting to Know Me

I would like to thank everyone for welcoming me to the blogger community. I would like to do a getting to know me post. I want you all to ask me any question that is on your mind about me. No question is dto personal, cause I have choices wether to answer them or not. lol

Today has been a crazy day and it bearly began. I have been running around like a chicken with my head cut off. My sisters and I all decided to take a family portrait this year. I can't wait it will be the first one we took in 15 years so we all have changed since then. Plus my mom is getting up in age she is now 64 and still going strong. It's funny cause she takes care of senior citizens and she is one herself. She is also a supervisor of a security company. I wish she didn't work so hard but that is what she choose to do.

We all have kids now so the pic is going to be much bigger. I have one, my oldest of my mom kids have one, and my sister next to me have 3. My brother he has none, I don't know what he is waiting for.

At my job we had to fill out paper work for our 401k and out of all the representatives in the place I had to get the one with tourettes. It was very difficult to talk to him with out blinking just like him or someother invoulentary facial movement. It took all the power I had to consentrate on not doing something to embarrass myself or him.

The girl with the fat roll still refuses to pull her shirt down. It is cold as fuck and her fat roll is still peeking at me. Thank God I changed my seat, so now it is no longer in front of me it is on the left side of me. She had on a hoodie that still didn't cover that damn thing. The sad part is she is not that big. She is probably 275, ok she is big as hell but still. I am a big girl my self but I make it look good. She gives big girls a bad name. Any way I gotta go. Make sure you give me some good questions. talk to you Monday and have a good weekend!!!

Rain Rain Go Away!

Why is it when it rains, it pours. When I was little I never did understand that old saying, but now I do. First of all it has been raining outside since last night, that makes everything so dreary. Last night I had to sign termination papers for one of my co-workers, he just had a baby and now he is fired right before Thanksgiving. Boy, I know that really sucks for him. I hate to say it but it was his fault. His attendence was awful and he had more write-ups than the law allowed. This morning coming home from work I couldn't even get down my street because someone decided to shoot an old lady in the head while she was on her way to work. For no reason. And he shot 4 other people 2 are dead and 3 are critically injured. Last but not least my teacher fucked up my grades so now I have to bring in assignments to prove that I did the work so on my report card I get an incomplete until she turn my grades in and they have to redue them. So I am really bummed out about that. Luckily for me I keep everything so it aint no thang. To bad she is a stupid ass and I don't have to deal with her anymore.

Thinking Out Loud

I voted yesterday and yes I felt good. This guy pissed me off yesterday and said fuck voting wow he is so ignorant. That really irritated me oh well he will learn one day. School is kicking my ass. Working is a little overwhelming. Can't wait until the weekend. Rest. I'm not doing nothing but resting. Yea right I will probably be out shopping like an idiot.

I have a question: Would you get offended if someone you were dating for about 2 weeks asked you to go to the clinic with them so you both can take aids test?

I personally think that is a great idea, but I asked a friend of mine what he thought and he didn't like the idea. Anyone who don't like the idea probably got something to hide. Can't wait to go shopping for the holidays. I am buying me a computer for Christmas. I am almost finished with Baby Girl shopping just got to pick her up some clothes and I will be done. I have nothing much to talk about today. It is just one of those days. My hair is a mess but yet I feel sexy as ever. Maybe it's the lace undies I am wearing.............yea that got to be it. My daughter's father called me and pissed me off. All he wanted was to complain about his girlfriend and how stupid she is. I can care less about his girl, so I cut his silly ass really short and told him I am not in the mood. He is so irritating.

Gotta get back to class hopfully I will have something to blog about tomorrow.

I Got Ova

Hey what's up everybody! I just got over the worst sinus head cold I have ever had it was terrible. It included sinus drainage, migraines, and more sinus drainage. Yucky. Any way I got ova, so I am happy about that. I am upset cause I was late for school messing around with Cherry. That damn girl has gotten herself in trouble once again. She went over to her ex house and had sex with him, then his girl comes in while her dumbass is in the shower. Girlfriend is banging and banging on the door for her to bring her ass out. Then the ex and his girl started fighting. She calls me and tells me she might need me to come and get her. So I am waiting around for her to let me know what the fuck her silly ass gonna do then I said fuck it I am leaving for school, and you need to get ur dumb ass back home with ur kids and your statutory boyfriend. She called me back 1 hour later at Red Lobster and said he is taking her to lunch. *insert blank stare* I have a question. Why in the fuck are you going out to lunch with this loser? She did not answer me. So I asked another one. Where is the girlfriend? " At the apartment, he whipped her ass.!" OK at this point I cannot wrap my mind around what's going on. Yall pray for her. She is so book smart, but lacks common sense. I hung up on her and turned my phone off. Then snuck into the computer lab to write about my dumbass best friend. Cause now I am irritated. I love her but what is it gonna take for her to get off the bull shit.

I gotta go before my teacher notice I am not there. Bye