Good day to all the bloggers out there. I feel so much better than I did yesterday. I was feeling BURNEDOUT and it started messing with my mind in a major way. I have tried several times to cut back on my work schedule and school, but without taking a major loss that I can't afford it seems impossible. So day in day out I function off of anywhere from
1 1/2 to 3 hours of sleep. Every now and then it takes its toll on me and I have to shut down and recoop. But not this week I can't so I have to double up on the coffee and Red Bulls and roll with the punches. Not to mention my silly ass signed up for overtime on my chill day so I am really fucked this weekend but I am going to make it all happen cause I am a survivor. When I was feeling really down yesterday my friend called right before I was about to lose it and he totally calmed me down. I met him like a month 1/2 ago and he is really cool we have conversations that guys my age can't even comprehend let alone join in. He is older than me by 22 years but that's ok for me. The attraction is there but he is always a total gentlemen. He knows how to treat a lady. At first it was kind of strange cause after being around knuckle heads for a while you for get that there are still real men out there. To bad he has to be old enough to be my dad. LOL. He told me exactly what I needed to hear at that time and that made me feel real good that someone cares. Plus he has a heavy work load himself so he definitely understands.
My friends play a big part in my life and I have 3 special friends that I talk to everyday no matter what is going on even if I have to lose some of my 3 precious hours of sleep. One friend she is something else she keeps everything in perspective and keeps me encouraged. My male friend, he is so funny and intelligent he keeps me on my toes and I definitely have to keep my A game on around him. Sometimes its like a challenge with him I don't like to let him see me slipping. I call him my special friend cause we have a strange relationship. We could really be the next Strange Love, but he is not hardly hard on the eyes like Flav and I am no Bridgettte Nealson ( I don't think I spelled that right) Any way but I do have it going on. One day I will give you the scoop on he and I. My other girlfriend I call her my Bestest she is my total opposite and she keeps me entertained I love her so much. She is silly and very outgoing she do things that I only dream about doing. I live out my fantasies thru her. Even though she is a little off centered she is really a great person. Anyway bottom line I need to cut back somewhere and I am still looking if anyone have any suggestions please feel free to comment and help a sista out. I'll catch you all later I did not intend to write this much. When ladynay said welcome to my addiction, now I really know what she meant.
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I have been overwhelmed a lot, and I hope that you are able to balance your schedules. Burn out is not a really good thing, but sometimes we do what we have to do. I hope it gets easier for you. Do you take ginsin? That helps me because to much coffe and redbulls make me jittery. I hope you have a good day.
@deepnthought... No I have never tried ginsin before I have been looking for other alternatives to the coffee which I hate but it helps and the red bull which now I actually developed a taste for them. I use to think they were nasty now I almost crave them. Thanks for the suggestion. I am going to the health food store Friday to get some things, and that will be top on my list.
there is also something called emergenC, it is a vatamin supplement but for me it recharges my energy.
That's not a good thing. Something has to give. Sleep deprivation is a serious thing. That lack of sleep is taking a toll on your body and your mind. I hope it doesn't take some kind of health scare before you realize that there's only 24 hours in a day and more than 90 - 180 minutes of it should be devoted to rest and relaxation. Leave Red Bull alone, that stuff isn't good for you at all.
@Freaky... Thank you for your concern and I am going to get it together I promise.
In case you don't get it together do you have anything valuable I can have (Stocks, bonds, electronics, etc.)?
@Freaky... I am going to choke you. In a bad way.
You're making my pimp hand twitch.
GO 2 SLEEP!!!! Is there a way to renege on the overtime you for some weird reason signed up for????
hi there. just dropping by from freaky's spot.
i think you'll have to give something up and get some rest. sleep is a very necessary part of the day; you need it like you need water and food.
having said that, i know it's hard to slow down when you're hustlin' to make sure your stuff is in order.
take care of yourself...
@ladynay... I might as well signed it in blood, cause it is no way to go back. Once you signed it is a legal contract. LOL
@blkbutterfly... I know I need to slow down and I already took the next two Fridays off just for my special friend, and my self.
hell yeah this is addicting!!! every time im at a computer w/ an internet connection.. im on here!!!
but you def. need more than 3 hrs of sleep!
lmao @ freaky trying to get your stuff..
@ttd... Yea I am working on that sleep issue I just took a couple days off so I am trying to get it together. Freaky better keep his paws off my shit b4 I bite his dick.
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