The Party

I usually don't attend parties to often, not unless it is a special occassion. Well Saturday night was no special occassion I was just bored. So I decided to go to my Best Friend Cherry ghetto ass house party. It was a sad sight to see up in their, every ghetto ass reject from the hood was there. Everyone had drinks in their hands, while others sat in the corner tryin to get to know each other better. When I walked in I felt like a famous person just stepping on to the red carpet, at least 3 ppl ran up to me asking me what's my name? Do I want a drink? Do I have a man? I had to take a step back and ask them are they doing a census, cause I was not releasing any info to these hood ass folks. Anyway I walked in the dinnig room and they had a hand of spades going on, so I got in on that (big mistake) This dude kept fucking with me. Telling me that Jesus put me and him together tonight for one purpose and that was for us to be together, so I asked him are you sure it wasn't the devil in a ditry robe and a bad wig? I had to cut that fool very short. They tried to have a cake/food fight but my girl put her foot down. At that time it was time for me to go, I had to end up taking one of her friends home cause she got drunk and couldn't drive. That put me out of my way cause I stay on the west and that fool stayed on the east. It was all good she gave me some money to do so anyway. His stupid ass end up leaving a opened beer in my damn car and I didn't even know it. (wait until I talk to him) Last but not least the idiot that I blew off at the party, Cherry drunk ass ended up giving him my number, that fool called me 15 times in a row. Pay back is a mutha. Gotta go now blog u all tomorrow about my boring date I had Sat b4 the party.

Celerbrations

I am feeling pretty good today. I really don't know why cause today is my daddy's birthday. He's been dead for 7 years. Usually this time of the year is hard for me, but I am not sad this time or depressed. Don't get me wrong I miss my dad more than anything in the world. It's no doubt about it I was a daddy's girl for sure. We spent a lot of time together. He was the only person that listened to the same type of music that I listened to. What was so special about him, was his sense of humor it was sick pretty much like mine. He wasn't a very affectionate man (the type to show his feelings) but I could always tell how he felt, especially about me and my daughter. We were everything to him and he was everything to us. My daddy died on October 23, 1999 when he was 72 years old if he could have just held on for 3 more days he would have been 73. I am glad I don't have any regrets when I think of him. I took good care of him. Even though he was never sick, he got around like a 30 year old, always on the go. If I had the chance to tell him one thing right now and I know he was listening I would just simply say "Daddy I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND DON"T YOU EVER FORGET THAT." I know if he was still alive he would be so proud of me. I can hear him say right now, "You are a hard worker. Good Job that's how I raised you to be, Independent." It's really strange cause when I think about him it don't feel like he has been dead that long. It's not a day go by that I dont' think about him. I know he would not want me to be sitting around all sad and depressed anyway. I guess that is why I am smiling and feeling really good. Plus I just got my test back and I got a 100% on it that helped to. lol


Anyway it's time for me to go home and do some fun homework yippee!!!

Nada

Hello ppl of Blog world. I miss yall, but I have been so weighted down with work and school I sometimes don't have the time. Can you believe I have 6 books for one freaking class. SHIT I really have nothing to blog about. I had 2 test today and I think I passed both with an A. Can't wait to get them back. My weekend was not at all what I had planned but oh well better luck next time. I did enjoy myself anyway. I hung out with some friends I hadn't seen in a long time. We played cards to the wee hours of the morning. Unfortunately I have a new case to represent at work. This lady got fired over some stupid stuff so now I have to help her get her job back that should be fun!!! Right now I am in between classes now so I have to go. I will be back tomorrow with something interesting to write about.

What is Life?

Here's a poem, I hope it brightens ur day.


Life is a gift.......Accept it.
Life is a challenge.........Meet it.
Life is an adventure.......Dare it.
Life is a sorrow.........Overcome it.
Life is a tragedy........Face it.
Life is a duty........Perform it.
Life is a game.......Play it.
Life is a mystery.......Unfold it.
Life is a song........Sing it.
Life is an opportunity.........Take it.
Life is a journey......Complete it.
Life is a promise........Fulfill it.
Life is a beauty.........Prize it.
Life is a struggle........Fight it.
Life is a goal......Achieve it.
Life is a puzzle......Solve it.

Author UNKNOWN
I hope you enjoyed the poem.
Have a great weekend.
Happy Sweetest Day!!!

Happy Days

I was so happy yester day I was finally able to get my car fixed. Even though my machanic showed up late as hell and he had to fix my brakes in the dark, he did it anyway. I was a little concerned about him doing it in the dark, but they work and that is all that matters. On top of that he know off 50 bucks because he was being an asshole, so that was good also. It don't help none I wore my sexy underwear and I am feeling so sexy it hurts. I even thought about touching myself tonight, we'll see if I still feeling this way. And I went to Lover's Lane and bought a couple of things from there. I spent almost a h0ur in there just flirting with the sales man he was trying his best to sell me everything. But I had my mind made up when I went in there. When I go back I am gonna get the new vibrator it look like a honey comb and it is so intense. Ladies if you ever want to see how a vibrator would feel on your clit, then try it on the tip of ur nose. Then you will get a little sample. That is just one of the many tips I got yesterday.

I found some time after class to get into the computer lab so here I am posting another post.

Anyway I can't wait for the weekend. On Friday I am getting all my nieces and nephews along with my baby and we are gonna watch scary movies until we drop.

On Saturday I hope to have Fuck Fest 2006 with Red if he decides to come over if not then I will just give him his gift and find something else to get into, might even go bowling with my sisters. Those hoes single. lol

Or I could go out with this girl I met not to long ago. We can hang and have some fun cause she said her and her boyfriend are not doing anything.

Well either way it go I will have something to do.

Now I will really holla at yall tomorrow!!!

New Classes

Hey blogger world. My new classes are so demanding I am not going to have much time to spend in here with reading blogs. I will make as much time as I can. I think my teacher has gone crazy and just start giving us work like she has lost her mind but I will be back tomorrow to blog my problems away. Wish me well in my two new classes and I will talk to yall later.

A Bad Fair Day

Most people go to the fair to have fun and enjoy the food, at least that's why I use to go. But on May 31, 2004 turned into one of the worst days of my life. That's when I was finally able to put a face on the woman that my boyfriend/baby daddy was cheating with. I always knew in the back of my mind but I never had enough proof until now. It was a nice day out when (he) Scrappy, my daughter Baby Girl, and I decided to go to the fair. When we got there, they got on some rides so that automatically elected me to hold everyone's junk so I did. Scrappy had a pic phone, so I decided to take a few pictures of my 2 babies on the ride. They were so adorable. When I went back to look at the pic I had took I almost passed out I could not believe what I had saw on that phone, it was a woman wearing nothing but a smile and some red pumps. I instantly got sick, but because of Baby Girl I decided to hold it together. I didn't want to ruin her good time because I had fucked around and tried to kill her daddy. I couldn't avoid that sick feeling in the pit of my stomach ( come on ladies u know what I am talking about) I started to vomit and I had a really bad headache I tried to hold it together but my nerves were a wreck. Him and Baby Girl were so concerned about me asking me what was the matter but I kept telling them nothing so we decided to go home. When we got there he took care of Baby Girl and put her to bed. I decided to take a shower and lay down. He kept asking me what's wrong, but I couldn't find the words to tell him how I felt. At that moment that's when the other twin came out of me (u know I am a Gemini) I said stuff to him that I didn't even understand. I cursed and fussed until I made myself sick again then I confronted him with the phone. His ass denied everything to the bitter sweet end. He come telling me that he got the pics out of a magazine. After going back and forth for a little while he still didn't admit to it so I left. I have a question:

Why is it when a man get busted they always try to stick to the first lie even when they know they are busted?

Oh eventually he admitted to the pics that ended 10 years of my life.

What's the Problem???

Ladies you know how men are always complaining about women not working and being lazy and not participating in the finacial aspect of the relationship. They call us every name under the sun. Now what happens when you find a woman that don't mind working and helping out. Now she works to much. Men need to make up their minds. Not only do they accuse u of working to much they also accuse u of fucking everyone u work with. It is so nerve wrecking. I have men who don't want to date me because they say I work to much and dont' have enough time for him. Just like I tried to explain if I had someone I wouldn't have to work so hard. I would make time for him if he just gave me a chance.

How many people are happy to see egg on Ms New York face once again. That just goes to show pussy don't get you everything u want. If she would have just behaved like a lady and had some wits about herself she could have walked off with her Flav. I am proud of Deelyshis even though some things she did was a little questionable but she maintained and held out to get what she wanted. Even though they are not together now. That shit is so made for TV.

Random Thoughts

Yesterday my neighbor lost his mind. He started shooting at his wife, while she was in the middle of the streets in her night gown. Thank God he was a bad shot cause he missed her all 6 times he pulled the trigger. I have no idea what they could have been arguing about to make him want to shot her but it must have been big. The f@$&ed up part is when I got ready to go to work last night she was back at home with that fool. For Goodness Sakes WHY??? I came up with one conclusion, it had to be FOREPLAY. I guess the sex was great that night. It would have been no way in the world I would have went back to that crazy MOFo.

To give you an update on Cherry and her situation, she decided to try to let it fade it away. Which I don't understand how you can just play with someones feelings that way. Oh well to each there own. Plus Cherry just met another guy and they are now currently dating. Even though she is still dating the little boy. She to know how to balance.

Two security officers died at my job this past week it was so sad. They have my condolences (Is that spelled right).

Today my teacher never showed up and we just sat here looking real stupid on the internet. This is crazy as hell.

Everyone have a great day and a safe weekend.

Men Get on my Nerves!!!

Ladies let me know if you can relate to me on this one. Don't you hate when you start talking to a guy and you are actually kind of interested in them, then they go and say something stupid like " Yea, I love to eat pussy, I will eat yo pussy real good". First of all that shit don't move me. All that is telling me that you are a nasty mutha fucker who eat any and every one pussy you come in contact with. They actually think we are suppose to be impressed by that. It don't impress me at all all it do for me is repulse me. Look I can get my pussy ate before I get a meal in my tummy. I can get it ate before I can get gas in my car. So fellows if that is all you have to say, then don't say nothing to me cause I don't want to hear it.

Ladies if you can relate holla at me. Guys if this is ur lame ass holla at me and tell me why.

Why Me!!!

Today I get to class to find out we are having a 2 part final. First part is open book. Is it me or is open book is worst than any other final. I would rather have a oral final. (Don't even think it Freaky. LoL) where you have to get up in front of the class and the teacher ask you random questions. Then the second part is an exam with about 75 to 100 questions on it. Excuse me for a sec....SHIT!!!....... ok I'm back. That is going to tie up my whole weekend. Not to mention that the open book portion covers 15 damn chapters. Wait hold on......FUCK!!!......ok I must be coming down with something. Anyway I just hope I can maintain my 4.0, I would be so devastated if it drop just a little. Especially since my competition sits right next to me.

If anyone sympathize with me just drop me a few lines and enjoy the rest of ur day.

10 Things That Irritate Me

1. If your house is infested with roaches, stop trying to offer everyone something to eat. No one wants macaRoach and cheese.

2. If you ask me for directions, please wait until I am finish talking before you hurry off. That's the case I hope ur dumb ass get even loster stupid and end up in gang territory.

3. If you are bigger than me don't ask to borrow none of my clothes. Why the hell do you think I want my shit stretched all out of place.

4. If you are driving slow in front of me, don't get mad when I pass ur driving miss Daisy ass up. When they see you trying to pass them that's when they want to speed up.

5. DO NOT try and have a conversation with me when you see I am on the phone or reading a book. DUHHH Apparantly I am trying to ignore you on purpose.

6. If I loan you something, I should not have to ask for it back. You should bring it back. What the hell, you tryin to make me forget dumb ass.

7. If I go on a date with you and you agreed to pay for everything then don't get mad and start complaing about how much everything cost. Cheap ass!!!

8. Ladies if weave is what you do, please have enough hair to cover the track. And guess what safety pins do not work. Try bobby pins. It's less painful. Don't have everyone wondering why blood is running down your face, cause one came a loose and stabbed you in the head.

9. To all the parents, Please dont' call ur small children Bitches. That just don't sound right. Ur one year old is crying and you yell out SHUT UP BITCH!!! That just don't sound cool at all. Calm down and be a parent.

10. Finally, If I tell you I am going to sleep and I will call you when I wake up don't call me 30 mins later asking me what am I doing and can I talk to you cause now ur about to get hung up on.

These are just a few of many irritating things that really get to me. Hope you enjoy.

Problems...

I usually don't blog twice in one day, but my girlfriend has a problem and she is asking for advice. I told her I will post it and see the comments my fellow bloggers make. Here goes: My girlfriend which we will call her Cherry. Cherry met this lady named Mary about 6 months ago and they became friends. Mary has a 17 year old son his name is Donny. Donny was so infatuated with Cherry, he started hitting on her. First it started off as innocent flirting then slowly but surly it became something else. I failed to mention that Cherry is 29 years old. So needless to say she started fucking the little boy (well to me he is not a man) prior to her having sex with him she already knew he was just getting over another young lady. He tried to kill himself because of it, but she proceeded with this relationship. It got to the point that they started telling each other they love each other. Mary tried to object but she knew once they started sexing it was nothing she could do about it. So Mary told Cherry if I have to choose it will be my son hands down. Anyway to make a extremly long story short now Cherry is tired of the little boy and wants to get rid of him and she don't know how cause he said without her he don't know what he will do. He even said he would commit suicide if his mother tried to break them up or he she left him. SHIT.

I need all the advice I can get feel free to ask question if you need a better understanding. Please leave ur comments and concerns so Cherry can get rid of her Problem. Thank You.

Ladies or Nasty Girls?

Hello to everyone in blogger world. I am so irritated with the way these so called ladies out here are behaving. They are making it bad for real women like me. I am always talking about the men, but today I need to get on the ladies. Some ladies need to learn to conduct themselves like ladies. If you go out and sleep with half the men at your job, don't get mad when they are sitting around discussing how bad the kitty smell while they were hitting it. Don't get mad if you go to a party and no one is excited or happy to see you because you already slept with half the men in there. Oh and please don't get upset when it is a rumor going around that you have a STD cause ur kitty is smelling through your clothes. You know what those are not even ladies I call those nasty girls. Apparently they have never been taught to be a lady. One more thing don't get affended when you make a mistake and drink out of someone elses drink and they freak out and quarentine the drink like you got ebola, cause you got that big cold sore on you lip. So if this fits you don't get mad. CHANGE before it is to late. Get a role model or something. You can even get a hobby. For some of these same reasons, this is why guys don't respect us. They figure we are all like this so that's how they try to treat us. We need to make a stand and not take their bullshit and start acting like real ladies. Let me end this right here before I be preaching to who ever looks in my direction. I can be very passionate about some things so on that note, everyone have a great day.

Everyone Needs a Friend

Hey blogger world. When I say everyone needs a friend I mean everyone. My friend came to visit me and we will call him Red. Friday night I didn't go to work cause of car trouble, so I invited Red over to keep me company. He brought a movie with him needless to say we both have to rewatch the movie. We were all over each other. He was a much needed deversion from my everyday mundane existance. I should call him my blunt cause I was oh so high. Red made me feel so relaxed and carefree for the short time we spent together. We have a crazy type of relationship that I can't put a label on. I referred to him in a previous post as our relationship being Strange Love. Only difference is he is not ugly and I am not a tall white woman with a heavy accent. I know when I go to work everyone is going to notice me glowing. Anyway gotta go holla back.

The Truth

Mr. Freaky Deaky sent me this meme and told me to fill it out. I was as honest as I could be. This was a nice simple assignment. I hope you enjoy.


1. My grandpa once: I have no idea, he died before I was born.

2. Never in my life have I: Slept with a female

3. When I was younger, I: extremely shy

4. High school was: HELL

5. When I'm nervous: I talk a lot and fast

6. The last time I really cried was: About 2 weeks ago

7. If I were to get married right now: My husband and I would have sex for one week straight with out leaving the house or having visitors.

8. My hair is: irritating and curly

9. My feet are: wide

10. When I was 5: I got the chicken pox

11. Last Christmas: After we opened presents, I got drunk and passed out. What a great christmas

12. When I turn my head left: I am sitting next to this nosy ass bitch. Oops I mean my class mate

13. When I turn my head right: I am looking at the wall. Eeww it is a grease stain on it Oops did I do that?

14. My life is not complete without: My God and child

15. By this time next year: I will be working in a medical office

16. I have a hard time understanding: stupid ass people

17. One time at a family gathering: I wanted to have sex with my cousin. I can honestly say I didn’t know he was my cousin at first, but feeling still remain the same. lol

18. Take my advice: Wear a condom

19. My ideal breakfast is: sausage eggs and toast

20. If you visit my home town: wear a bullet proof vest

21. My friends are: crazy as hell

22. If you spend the night at my house: you are sleeping on the floor. Look on the bright side I will be next to you.

23. I would stop my wedding if: I found out my fiancé was fucking the best man. In a sick way that’s kind of hot. I need help

24. The world could do without: cigarettes that shit stank

25. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: lick any man’s nasty ass again LOL

26. The most recent thing I've bought myself is: Another month in my apartment

27. And, by the way: Did you know blood is a liquid organ. It’s true

28. The last time I was high: I feel asleep on the toilet

29. In the past I shouldn't have been: Starting college after highschool

30. Once, at a bar/club: a drag queen did my hair in the bathroom

31. Last night, I: had phone sex at work

32. If I didn't have any obligations tomorrow: I would go to Chicago and New York

33. A better name for me would be: Taylor

34. In the last 6 months: I have been broke

35. If I ever go back to school: I am already in school to late for regrets

36: I bet you didn't know: I don’t like bad small children

37. I am: sweet and kind and spoiled

38. I read: Erotica

39. Every birthday: I get depressed about getting older then I have a drink

40. I regret: having that one night stand last September

41. What were you doing at midnight last night? Getting tips

42. What¢s your current computer¢s wallpaper? A pic of me

43. Who gave you the last compliment you heard and what did he/she say? My friend and he said no one can make him cum like me

44. Who was the last person you gave a compliment to and what did you say to him/her? Only you can make me this horny

45. Who was the last person to say they loved you? My friend last night after I made him cum

46. Who was the last person you said I love you too? My friend after I made him cum

47. If you could go back in time and start life over from that point, knowing everything you do now, how old would you be and why? I would be 18 cause I have been thru a lot and I was a very wise at 18

48. What¢s the last thing you said that was misinterpreted? Asking someone to hang out with me.

49. What¢s something most people you know like but you don¢t? my sense of humor

50. What¢s something you like but most people you know don¢t? the music I listen to

51. Who was the last person to make you laugh? My girl friend meekie

52. Entertain us, say something funny. I have been staring at this girl fat roll peeking at me from under her shirt for the last 45 mins

53. What do you think about the person who tagged you? I think he is intelligent, funny, and sexy.

To Overwhelmed

Good day to all the bloggers out there. I feel so much better than I did yesterday. I was feeling BURNEDOUT and it started messing with my mind in a major way. I have tried several times to cut back on my work schedule and school, but without taking a major loss that I can't afford it seems impossible. So day in day out I function off of anywhere from
1 1/2 to 3 hours of sleep. Every now and then it takes its toll on me and I have to shut down and recoop. But not this week I can't so I have to double up on the coffee and Red Bulls and roll with the punches. Not to mention my silly ass signed up for overtime on my chill day so I am really fucked this weekend but I am going to make it all happen cause I am a survivor. When I was feeling really down yesterday my friend called right before I was about to lose it and he totally calmed me down. I met him like a month 1/2 ago and he is really cool we have conversations that guys my age can't even comprehend let alone join in. He is older than me by 22 years but that's ok for me. The attraction is there but he is always a total gentlemen. He knows how to treat a lady. At first it was kind of strange cause after being around knuckle heads for a while you for get that there are still real men out there. To bad he has to be old enough to be my dad. LOL. He told me exactly what I needed to hear at that time and that made me feel real good that someone cares. Plus he has a heavy work load himself so he definitely understands.

My friends play a big part in my life and I have 3 special friends that I talk to everyday no matter what is going on even if I have to lose some of my 3 precious hours of sleep. One friend she is something else she keeps everything in perspective and keeps me encouraged. My male friend, he is so funny and intelligent he keeps me on my toes and I definitely have to keep my A game on around him. Sometimes its like a challenge with him I don't like to let him see me slipping. I call him my special friend cause we have a strange relationship. We could really be the next Strange Love, but he is not hardly hard on the eyes like Flav and I am no Bridgettte Nealson ( I don't think I spelled that right) Any way but I do have it going on. One day I will give you the scoop on he and I. My other girlfriend I call her my Bestest she is my total opposite and she keeps me entertained I love her so much. She is silly and very outgoing she do things that I only dream about doing. I live out my fantasies thru her. Even though she is a little off centered she is really a great person. Anyway bottom line I need to cut back somewhere and I am still looking if anyone have any suggestions please feel free to comment and help a sista out. I'll catch you all later I did not intend to write this much. When ladynay said welcome to my addiction, now I really know what she meant.

Why do I have a Heart???

I thought the purpose of a heart is to move the blood thru the body. So it kind of confuses me when people say they have a broken heart. Is the heart where you harbor ur feeling at? Well if it is mine is hurt. So that makes me have a broken heart. I feel I am so misunderstood by people who I thought should know me. Sometimes I can come off in a different way than I attend to, but that is all apart of knowing me. I would never hurt someone I care about attentionally. I try so hard to understand people and their feelings and I don't think people give me the same chance and sometimes that just hurts. When I sit back and think about my behavior I know it is some things that I need to check, and in due time I will. I try to as straight forward and as honest as I can possibly be. Today when I woke up I was going to blog about something else but I had a slight change of plan and direction today. I just want people to try and understand my intentions before judging my actions. That sounds kind of crazy I know but it is possible. This blog probably sounds not thought thru and kind of choppy its only because I am in a hurry but I needed to post this.

What's up???

Hey Blogger this is ur girl Lady J and I am new to this blogger thing so if you can be so kind and help me along I will appreciate it. That is only if I have any questions. I have a question. How do you tell someone who has a bad body odor, that they stank? Unfortunatly I was put in a situation that had my nose on life support and the person was totally oblivious to the fact that she reeked of ass and very bad perfume. The bad part was she was fanning her ass around like she didn't smell bad. Then people started saying that she stank real bad and started spraying. I think at that point she kind of knew it was her then she sat her ass down. Next time in that situation I am going to try and say sumthin but I don't know her that well and she might get offended.